This is ‘IT’

I’d being taking it back, putting it hidden under my pockets and bags for all these months. But I guess now that I’m running out of pockets and bags, it’s visible that I’m holding it on my hands. The longer time I hold it, the chances of our friendship is jeopardize is higher and the damages is bigger.

You might had notice some seriously coldness I had show it on you and yah, I’m angry with you. But I’m still trying to get a grip on it and pull it back to the packed pockets and bags, searching for spaces to push it in and seal it. I’ve got limits, every human have, and I told you before too. But it seems like you don’t bother, I know, nobody actually really paid attention on me or my voice whenever I speak, and I’m used to it. ^^ so no worries.

After all the struggles, I’ve come to this decision, and I’d thought it might be the best solution I can come out with, with my low EQ, well, that’s what you think of me anyway, I might be a bookworm or a nerd but with low EQ. To think that we’d know each other for almost 2 years and this is what I get, that you don’t even know my major big time weakness, and to think you always tell others I’m the blur one. Isn’t it obvious that my weakness had to do with the blurness I had? I don’t think you’ll notice this similarity so I’ll just skip.

After today’s incident, I’ve decided, who cares? If I wanted a good recommendation, I don’t really need it. If I can’t get it, I’ll just fight all the way through the wave and get the minimum of what I want. My studies had always comes first for me ever since I entered college, clubs have always being the secondary or even the third, for my social life comes second. So, I’m going to walk in, straight, face up, smile, well, I think smile is important, and it’s the greatest gift from God. Then pass her the letter.

Lesson of the day:
Never give up until it’s the worst of it, after that, walk away, with pride and a smile and never look back for it. Well, except if it’s for memory purpose. XD

Shooting

It was a lazy day for me… Well, at least it was during the morning… I’m sorry but I had to admit it, I was half asleep when they were presenting their assignment about Consumer Behaviour in class just now. ^^

So, Mr Irwan was there ‘that’s ucking wrong’ etc with that ucking word XD

Introducing a new way to be more ‘royalty’ when you curse XD fucking pronounce as *uking XD cancel of the F sound XDD PK pronounce as uki XD

Next, shooting at Teluk Bahang~ that was fun ^^
We were all wet and Li Li, Shmay and me just went into class wet, and I’m wearing damn short mia short… *ahem* its actually the short from swimsuit but its ucking short… T^T

Don’t misunderstand it, we did went to change before the class start. But I felt salt and salty even after 2 halls… and Sabine was there, I smell sea water XD or did she say salt? I dunno, forgot already. XDD

We had to take pictures of our fake death for montage and it was cool~ Marc did a good job faking the wound ^^ But I won’t be posting it cause I don’t have the pictures, shall wait until the assignment is complete XDD which is soon… T^T
Then we saw these cute little crabs and seashell, or kerang or siput, ah, anything la, its edible enough de. Adrian just took it and ate it RAW! but they said it tasted sweet if you eat it raw… XDDD it ended up being followed by Marc and Bee Hui and Shmay also XD And Jeremy got this slash wound on his stomach, its a fake one by the way, the creation of Marc again ^^

I’m really sorry, mother nature, cause I wash off the red blood with sea water, but it’s made of sugar and syrup, so I think it’s ok gua… please don’t be mad at us… I didn’t liter the beach at all… except for the fake red blood that is made out of sugar and syrup… and water… XDDD

That’s all la~ XD Now i shall go back cleaning my lappy.

 

Kristen Stewart

Since New Moon is coming out soon, there’re quite a lot of articles about the actors and actresses so I spotted one recently about Kristen Stewart.

The following is a 100% quoting from lifestyle.malaysia.msn.com. So, I already stated who’s the copyright owner so don’t sue me for infringing copyrights cause I didn’t claim anything, just copy paste for good faith purpose, to share with the others. XD okay, too much copyrights in today’s mass media law lesson. XDDD

Kristen Stewart, or better known as Bella Swan, the one that fell in love with a vampire in the Twilight trilogies, is an unlikely style icon. Known to walk the red carpet in sneakers, this unusual beauty has thousands of fans trying to copy her 80’s grunge look, especially when she stepped out with a funky mullet for her portrayal of singer Joan Jett in ‘The Runaways’.

She started her acting career at the tender age of eight after an agent spotted her in her elementary school’s Christmas play and had her first nonspeaking part in the movie ‘The Thirteenth Year.’ But she is better known for being in movies such as ‘Panic Room’, ‘Zathura’, ‘In the Land of Women’, ‘Adventureland’, ‘The Messenger’ and of course ‘Twilight’. And unknown to many, Kristen is also gifted when it comes to playing the guitar and singing.

Although her choice of style leans more towards sneakers, leather jackets, ripped jeans, hoodies and shades of grey and black, this vampire loving belle says that she loves Chanel and simple, classy pretty things.

Kristen may think that her look is too messy and boring, but isn’t that what being a style icon is? To set your own trend instead of following the masses?

And about the thousands of girls trying to copy her look, well, maybe they’re hoping it would bag them a vampire or two and preferably one that looks like Edward Cullen.

End of the article. So, I had to agree with the last second paragraph, to set your own trend instead of following the masses XDDD

But… yes, here is the but, I don’t agree with the very last sentence in the last paragraph.

Why do people always think that girls are all crazy about vampires and the best type is Edward Cullen? I mean, come on, if its the Edward Cullen in book, its just pass the level of OK, and in 3D? That didn’t even pass the level of OK.

I have to admit, I’m kinda still in the craze of vampire but not Edward Cullen at all. Sorry to those Edward fans out there, didn’t mean to offend you guys but hey, this is a blog, I had the freedom to express right? ^^ Somehow I’m a fan of other Cullens, except Edward and Rosalie… and no offence to Robert Pattinson’s fans out there too… I just don’t feel like he should be Edward… my ideal candidate will be Steven Strait who acted as Caleb in The Covenant but anyway, what’s done is done, what’s shoot is shoot, what’s acted is acted, so… sigh… it won’t change anything.

So, who says most of the girls preferred a vampire like Edward? That’s a big wrong… XD cause I will go to Carlisle and get Alice as a sister, she is the best ^^ and Em and Jas as brothers… I had to be a bit greedy XD coz I didn’t have any brother… XDD

And now, I can’t wait to see how’s New Moon… ^^

PS: The link for the article above: http://lifestyle.malaysia.msn.com/Fashion/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=3670186

 

Work Your Ass Off, Parasite

By May Ling

Every second you touch or had a physical contact with an object, you are putting yourself in the risk of infected with millions and millions of bacteria, virus, germs and the tiny little parasite. But wait, this is all just microscopic organism, imagine the big one instead, like when the parasite grown up.

Human are infested with a brand new disease since the dinosaur romp the earth. It is not vital like a single strain of virus but it can bring harm mentally on the infected. Parasitic disease, a common disease one can observe in the society and it’s spreading like fire now. Potential victims will be those from the age 15 to 30s. So, if you are at this range of age, YOU are diagnosed with parasitic disease. What’s the symptom? Obviously it’s very simple, patients tend to behave parasitically.

It was my fifth semester at here and finally I’d realized, human are just materialistic and parasitically, especially those in higher education students these days. Look around you, take colleges in Malaysia for example, 60% of the population in that tiny community are diagnosed with parasitic disease. Once infested, it will take you years to cure, or maybe never.

Last minute study is a culture in Malaysia, and it’s still popular in colleges where students won’t study until the day before the exam. Let’s think of this question,

“What happen if you study last minute and hardly pay attention in class before this and you had bump into this major problem of I don’t know what the notes given by lecturers are talking about?”

Most of you might have this idea, never mind, I can just go online now or call the smartest person in my class, or the nerd and geek in class.

On the other hand, do you have any idea what those nerd and geek are doing? Last minute study too, but the difference is they paid attention in class, so last minute study is not that lethal for them as it is for those who never pay attention.

So, what happen next? This parasitical people, or the never bother paying attention in class people will keep hover and hassle the nerd and geek, thus leaving these two nerd and geek going crazy and frustrated with the nonsense questions asked by the parasite such as, what’s the tips for tomorrow’s paper? What should I study? Is this coming out? and so on.

There you go; this is the situation at the eve of the exam. And then what about before the exam? It will be a total different situation. These parasites will only hover around nerd and geek whenever they need help like assignment. Most common quote? Hey, nerd, geek, borrow me your assignment answer. I want to see how you answer. I don’t know how to answer it. And here you go, all your hard work going down the drain all thanks to these parasites. After you lend them, they will just dump you, and if you refuse to lend them, they will gave you this ‘nerd, geek, think you so smart a? so selfish, won’t help your friend’ stare and they dare to use the ‘FRIEND’ word when they are just pretending to.

Then, after exam. This is the time where we get our result. You’ll notice there’ll be people who’s screaming and shouting and talking and complaining and moaning and begging for extra marks for nonsense mistakes. These are the parasites. That leave the nerd and geek sitting at their cozy seat examine their own mistakes and shaking their head for stupid, careless mistakes. Next thing you know, people start saying ‘there, that geek and nerd got so high marks, smart la, study so hard one, sure study one week before exam one.’ These are the comments geek and nerd will receive.

What happen if geek and nerd are humble people or people who just don’t give a damn on stuff that are not their interest? And the parasite asked something geek and nerd really honestly don’t know? You’ll hear this then, ‘hey, don’t act dumb la. You score so high okay?’

Sometimes I just wonder, do these people understand the meaning or hard work and karma? Maybe if they do, they will understand why they never get what they want because after all, they are just a bunch of useless parasite that only know how to take and not giving. All they ever thought of was never mind, geek and nerd will do all the work, and we will get the same marks. Or maybe geek and nerd want to score high marks to get scholarship, so we can work in group with them and then we can get high marks too.

For those geeks and nerds out there, don’t you feel that it’s time to stand up? To defend yourselves from those parasites and to let them receive their karma? Thus, a message for you all, time to stand up, be mean to them and they will realize, you are not their nutrition and IT’S NOT EASY TO BULLY A GEEK AND A NERD. So, shush off and work you ass, parasites. Just because you are diagnose with parasitic disease doesn’t mean God had mercy on you, so neither should geek and nerd too. So stop whining and complaining about how smart nerd and geek is and look at yourself, ugly little parasite.

Shussh off

Being that mean was never what I really thought before in high school but now…

Yah, it’s time to be.
People keep asking you nonsensical questions about exam tips just because you have it.
Even those who hardly or maybe never chat in msn before, except for assignment purposes, will message and ask.
So now what? I’m your last minute exam information provider? WTF!

I’m not what and who you think I am. Asking me to send my notes, what chapter coming out what etc etc…
At least if you ask me what is the definition of ultra vires also maybe I will reply, but to ask me what’s coming out and what’s not? Can I send you my notes or not? ETC ETC. That is utterly unrelated to exam at all and this is so last minute and I hate it when you guys did this to me.

So what? the usual normal day in college you will ignore me? Then when you needed my help for exam tips only come and find me?
I’M NOT YOUR SECRETARY. KEEP YOUR OWN BLOODY NOTES AND TIPS! GET ANOTHER PAIR OF EXTRA EARS SO YOU’LL BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO THE LECTURER AND AT THE SAME TIME, LISTEN TO WHATEVER GOSSIP YOUR FRIEND IS TALKING ABOUT.

So, if you saw this auto message in your msn, “Shussh off, I’m not a your LAST MINUTE EXAM INFO PROVIDER”, you know what it means, especially those taking same subjects with me.

In case you don’t? It means don’t ask me to provide tips, it’s your own responsibility for choosing NOT TO LISTEN in class and your result? YOU AIN’T GETTING ONE SINGLE TINY PIECE OF INFO FROM ME ANYMORE. Not this time, not this semester… NOT IN MEDIA LAW.

I’m not a piece of memo where you can take and throw anytime. I’ll be a piece of EMPTY memo where only people who appreciate it will see it. So, SHUSSH OFF.

Step Up 2: The Streets

Damn, the final dance in the movie rockz! Just the breathing part, the punching at that guy’s face and so on, plus dancing under the rain. These are just… chun! XDDD

The trailer…

and this… the final dance… kya~~~!!!

Not Being Yourself

By May Ling

Heartbeat are uncontrollable, you can never control it in the way you do to your personality. Every once in a while, the thoughts of becoming who I am breaks into the surface but it never success conquering my soul. It’s just like a war between Gods and Demons, where by and large, the demons’ the one that won the war. If this war took place in a 5 year old kid, the result will be a complete 180 degree turnover.

Look at the 5 years old kids, still fresh and young. Smile and talk like themselves. Even when there are arguments between friends, they have the courage to speak out loudly and still be friend after the fights. It might be true that kids are maturing earlier in these modern days but still, there are innocent traits portrayed in the kids’ hearts, it is the innocent that drives the courage out and off you go for a kid. So, how does that imply to becoming your true self? This is when opportunity knocks your door.

Opportunity, courage and innocent is like a combination for your true self. They are like a triplet working flawlessly together inside a kid’s heart. For a kid, innocent is the stimuli that generate courage to be yourself and on the other side, other kids’ innocent provide the opportunity for that kid to be his or herself.

So, what’s the hitch that led to the winning in the kid’s heart and a losing in a grownup’s heart? Is it opportunity or courage? No, wait, it’s opportunities not opportunity. Grownups are greedy in everything; opportunity is just not enough for them. All they ever wanted is Opportunities, not Opportunity.

The truth is, adults are too sophisticated, the more sophisticated a grownup is, the more wants are buried inside his heart, thus it drive to greed. For kids, one opportunity is more than enough but for a grownup, opportunities are just okay, but never enough.

To be yourself, all you need is just an opportunity, some courage and be a little bit innocent than a grownup suppose to be. At least that’s what I think. Every grown up should be given a chance to be someone they are, if you are born to be a nerd, then be proud of it, grab hold on it with courage and DON’T GIVE A DAMN on what others think of you being yourself. Don’t just force yourself to be someone else just to get accepted into a social group BECAUSE THERE ARE PLENTY OF GROUPS OUTSIDE THAT ARE WAITING FOR YOU. Pack yourself, be yourself and eventually, you’ll find the place that you belong to. This is when Mr. Opportunity is waiting for you. But I will have to warn you, the process before you reach Mr. Opportunity might be painful. It’s just like you peeling your skin off and struggling for the new one to sprout. But after that, you are all new and fresh.

Learn to be a little bit innocent, find the courage (this is something I can’t teach you how to find) and once you are ready, let yourself out of your skin and the next thing you know, you are freed and wrinkles free. And maybe a little bit stress free as well. Now this is when the Gods inside a grownup won the war against the Demons. Game over.

New Moon

New moon is coming out soon, but anyway, don’t ask what’s new moon, coz if you asked, I’ll smack your head out. The first time I saw the trailer, it was months ago, and that was without the Voltri part. Now? I wanted to faint.

The first want gave me a heart attack because the grand piano was crashed but that was still fine with me. This one? Alice’s hairstyle is no longer that spiky like it was in Twilight!!!

ARGH! NO!!! That hairstyle looks adorable on her. I shall not use cute on Alice, because she is adorable and not ugly.

But the trailer is good, the city looks amazing. And I spotted my beloved Porsche Turbo 911 inside! KYA~~~ So cool!

#7B 68 EE

Don’t freak out. Its not what coordinate you think it is. Definitely not to Sea of Monsters.
This is just the Hex Triplet for medium slate purple. ^^
Green-ish week had being launch in this blog for quite a while so I figure it’s time to move on a bit, like just half centimeter or so.

It will still be green-ish week, with medium slate purple inside green-ish week.
If you are smart, you’ll get what I mean anyway.
Just think like the sets in mathematics.

Oh, there’s this new series, something similar to Fringe.
What was it’s name again? Ahh, FlashForward.

Fringe is nice, it’s cool, although sometimes it gave me a creep but it’s a worth watch series.
Then there’s this Vampire Diaries.
Pardon me, the vampire venom is still running wild in my vessel.
I just don’t get it, why vampires in books are so perfect… *sigh*

PS: What do you think of wizards? Are they similar to vampires?

Gamer (2009)

While we serbu mainland, we head off for the movie Gamer. It was a nice movie, a pretty cool one actually. I think if you are a gamer, you will most probably like this movie, in a way or another.

[Picture upload soon if I remember]

I have to say this, OMG, I WANT SIMON’S ROOM! It’s 360 degree screen and its more than 15 inch!!! This is way better than Nintendo Wii or Xbox or PS3. Serious, the game Slayer, if it’s not playing using real human, it will be so cool with that room.

Certain camera angle in the movie is shaky, jumping here and there, especially during the beginning when the movie first started with the prisoners fighting to survive. At first I thought, oh no, another clover field? Thank Zeus it’s not. The zip zapping effect in the movie makes it more real as if you are looking it in-field… real… like in war.

Then there’s this part, to escape, Kable needs to be drunk… as in drunk… but he’s smart… to vomit out the alcohol and use it as petrol… One question, why did he urinate into that place you pump petrol? So now what? Urine can be reuse as petrol? Freaking weird… Then come the nice part, he bang that black guy to the wall with car… COOL!!!

PS Simon is chosen as the main actor in Percy Jackson and The Olympians:The Lighting Thief. No wonder he’s so familiar. XD

GO WATCH IT! XD I will rate it 4 over 5 ^^